African American Gothic
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A Double Minded Man
Sometimes my heart is full of joy
In blessed light I roam;
A smile affixed upon my face;
I dwell in a comfort zone.
Sometimes my heart is hollowed out ,
And darkness blinds my sight;
My temper flares;
My patience ‘s thin;
I argue fuss and fight!
Sometimes my goals are sought with sweat ,
Determination and will;
Into a despairing state.
Sometimes I love my woman so
For her I’d give my life;
I shower her with loving care;


A trial is like a mustard seed ;
A mountain is as an ant hill.
Sometimes I give up way too soon,
Surrender to my fate,
Allow defeat
To comfort me,
I’m happy that she’s my wife.
Sometimes my woman irks me so,
I long for a divorce;
I wink my eye,
When girls pass by;
For sex she’s not my choice.
Sometimes my soul dwells with God,
I walk the righteous path;
I’m vigilant in saintly works;
His words are a peaceful salve.
Sometimes I stroll with Lucifer;
In madness I dwell;
I seek to destroy a person’s joy;
I make a life pure hell.
What’s wrong with me?
Am I insane?
Are my mental thoughts retard?
Are there other men,
Who experience within,
This Jekyll and Hyde visage?
For I want to balance out my life,
And make my footsteps sure;
Of “ man” is mind,
I yearn to find that basic special cure.
A shrink will deem me crazy, yet
I know the answer’s there;
Just give me time and I’ll be fine;
So world please don’t despair!



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